I want everyone in the world to know this girl bc damn do I wanna show her to the world this is the love of my life we have our ups and downs but we push through and we make it work we are truly in love and ive never ever in my life felt what I feel for this girl shes my everything she completes me in every way she fills the hole.in my heart completely she makes me so happy when I see her I get a explotion of a 5 year old on christmas morning she means everything to me and I would do anything for her shes my twin and we have so much in common I honestly dont know whwre I would be without her she is truly the love of my life and I love her with all my heart no one could ever seperate us bc our bond is to strong so bring it on I know we got this were gonna make it and no ones gonna get in our way the love I have for this girl grows and grows every single day more and more she will never understand how much I love her she will live her whole life wondering she make me me and brings out the best in me and makes me do things I never thought I could do pushes me and cheers me on shes serious the best thing to ever walk in my life and I wouldnt give her up for nothing no price nothing shes not worth that shes worth more than anyone could offer I love her so much and will always love her and never stop

        I love you Emily
                        -Sam

I want everyone in the world to know this girl bc damn do I wanna show her to the world this is the love of my life we have our ups and downs but we push through and we make it work we are truly in love and ive never ever in my life felt what I feel for this girl shes my everything she completes me in every way she fills the hole.in my heart completely she makes me so happy when I see her I get a explotion of a 5 year old on christmas morning she means everything to me and I would do anything for her shes my twin and we have so much in common I honestly dont know whwre I would be without her she is truly the love of my life and I love her with all my heart no one could ever seperate us bc our bond is to strong so bring it on I know we got this were gonna make it and no ones gonna get in our way the love I have for this girl grows and grows every single day more and more she will never understand how much I love her she will live her whole life wondering she make me me and brings out the best in me and makes me do things I never thought I could do pushes me and cheers me on shes serious the best thing to ever walk in my life and I wouldnt give her up for nothing no price nothing shes not worth that shes worth more than anyone could offer I love her so much and will always love her and never stop

I love you Emily
-Sam

I love you

Emily I want you to know im sorry.. im not the best at this and I know im not im trying my best to show you ur not last to me.. because your not. Im sorry I make it feel like that thats not how it is.. im not sure how to show you that when ur so far away.. I wush I could hear your voice and see your face I miss you so much.. going to bed after this isnt possible.. I hope your up later I might try to call you idk I feel like I really upset you I know ur upset when you slude right around my I love you.. to a good night.. im getting sick.. im sorry I know you hate that but I am im trying and idk why it doesnt seem like it but I am im doing all I can think of im just not thinking hard enough I guess I know this is a rough trip for you and I truly dont mind being ur punching bag I really dont it hurt but its temporary.. but what hurts and stays.. is the things like tonight bc my head goes stright to the times you left.. when I see the short messages amd the reading and not replying.. I just remember how it was when u left.. and the last time you did you were up there.. thats why stuff like that is so hard for me yeah I sound like a crazy fucked up love blind kid. But I love you and when I say it I dont say it to make the convo bigger or change the subject or try to forget what just happened I mean it and say it bc I mean it and at that moment I want you to know and remember that.. I mean it. I hope you looked that song up.. if you didnt its like this “I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime”
Little corny I know but its the truth when I upset you I feel like ive done the worst thing a human could do when I upset you inside me superman comes out and I have to fix it going to bed like this is not okay and you to you its whatever but that tell me that yeah you care but you dont wanna.. I know your not use to being open.. I want you to be I want you to try it.. all I want is to see you happy with me or not I just want you happy. Bc seeing ur smile seeing you happy thats what makes me happy! I will not let that dream come try but if im ever told to leave. Ill go as long as that makes you happy. I know what you can be what you can do and I wanna get you there being in love with you is a benifit. And you love me back is a dream come true your my dream girl my twin.. I cant live without you. You need to come home bc its nights like these I would be over there by now.. I would love to hear your voice and see you just hearing your voice would be enough. Im sorry Emily I put you thro to much and you shouldnt still be here if you wanna leave you can. I coyldnt have done what you have done. Your a strong woman and that proves it but you deserve so much better. Im sorry I put you thro so much I love you with every fiber in my being and ill never stop if your here or not ill be the kid in the movies fanbiyying iver the girl if his dream he may never have.. im not like that kid I run for dreams I chase them.. im hopping im gonna win this race ill cross that finish line no matter the place. I love you Emily please forgive me im working on it.. were both works in progress. I love you so much u will never know nor understand nor imagine how much I love you.. I hope you answer later.. if I decide to.. if you read this and somthing sparks to call me.. please do.. ill be up.. I love you Emm

hey baby gir i want you to know that im here for you and i love you and i want you to remember that and remember that nothing is impossible and i know this is hard but everything will be okay i know you would rather not watch them suffer i know how much you love them and i know its bad being so far away but just remember that your family including me is here for you :) i love you so much your my shining star and i honestly look up to you bc of how strong you are :) please stay strong and remember these things :) i love you so much your my everything i miss you so much please come home soon :) i miss you so much 

"I know the world is dark, but you’ve got the light 
Even sitting in the closet chilling with the skeletons you fight”

                                         -Issues